This Rules!

Ewwww,....

Oh yeah, totally found my Mickey Mouse ruler that my grandparents bought me when I was like 4. Somebody's got a new tool to use!

I'm obviously excited about it.

Shoot Those Holes!

Things finally seem to be heading in the right direction. I totally let myself stew in whatever depressing mess I was in until I couldn't take it anymore. I'm getting back into digging into who I am as a person, it's weird how you can become so lost. I've been able to reconnect with old friends I haven't seen in forever, and put bad blood away. I'm finally putting together new ideas and trying to be comfortable with the idea of being alone again. That one is always a tough one, but I think it's getting a bit easier. I worked hard this weekend and now I get to relax and spend a couple of days doing as I choose untethered. I'm no where near where I need to be, but progress is always comforting isn't it? Plus I'm in the process of growing a pretty sweet beard. We'll see how tonight pans out.

-Jeremy

MR. (it asked me for my title)

Here's a picture of Charles Muster,.. 'cause I used the word "muster"

Today is just not working for me,... not really sure what it is. Honestly, I've been down and out for a while. I can muster up the strength to fill my body full of caffeine and nicotine so that I can go to work, but once that's over I just wanna crawl into a ball. I'm not entirely sure what my deal is,... I've been trying to sketch some stuff out and try new things and all it leads me to believe is that I don't really know how to draw anymore. That, or the possibility that I never really could. I'm probably being a bit too harsh. I just feel embarrassed by myself lately. I'm not really doing anything that grants that, but I dunno. I hate the way I look, I hate the way I feel, I hate that I'm not doing anything worth anything. I've been hiding myself inside my house ignoring phone calls like some kind of weirdo. What if I never accomplish any of the things that I want, what if I never find the perfect girl. I'm even scared to talk to or hang out with my friends for fear that I'm being boring, stupid, or whatever. I think my spirit's broken and I have to take it until I'm fed up. I always seem to climb out of these things, but god damn it sucks while your down in it. I just hope I'm not a failure. I can see that other people see something in me, I just can't seem to grasp or understand it. What a downer of a post.... Sorry about that, nothing magical is happening at the moment. This fall depression shit is down right terrible,... Somethings gotta give I'm sure,... I just feel all alone right now. Eh, I'll get over it,... Ugh.

1st!

First posts are always silly. You proclaim that you're not exactly sure what to say and that you might just be trying this out. Got me! I get so caught up in the things that don't matter that I forget that I haven't worked on a project in awhile. I haven't had anything published in about two years. Hell, I haven't had a new piece of artwork to show off in about as long. It's not to say that I haven't had projects flailing about, but there's not enough to show anyone. In the last two years I've moved up at work so I won't have to be quite as broke and just recently got out of a relationship I'd been in for a year and a half. Things are coming though. I've been slowly working on a new book but it hasn't really come to life yet. That's kinda where this whole thing comes in. I'll be posting raw images and a few other goofy things right here! We're on break from writing our next movie until January, so this is the prime opportunity to sharpen my skills on my personal projects. One of the reasons that my art went to such a standstill had to do with old technology. I just didn't have the tools to produce what I've had in my head. But! I've worked hard over the last two years and purchased just about everything I need, minus the cintiq :( . Maybe I'll get lucky next year. I'll catch you in the next day or so. Here's a terrible terrible photo I just took. I either look better or worse in person!

kittens and octopus clicks,

-jeremy

You can try to guess what I'm doing here,... I'll start. It looks like I might be : going to the bathroom,
trying to make something happen, I just found out that I won something, I just found out I get to go to bed, I'm having peas for dinner. You get the idea.