You know what? Everyone has bad days. Everyone hates being lonely. Everyone misses someone. I'm going to suck it up. I'll date again, I'm not super ugly and I'm super fun to be around. I'll get over it. That's all there is to it. I just had a bad weekend. I should be out doing things I enjoy and talking to the people I care about, rather than sitting around being upset and sorry for myself. I'm going to try to start doing that.